Baby

I was able to have my first ultrasound on Monday. It was great! It was amazing to see how big the baby is. Little arms and legs, moving around. Such an amazing miracle. I am so grateful for my life. This period of time has been a very blessed one. Sometimes I get a little anxious wondering when these blissful chapters will turn into the ones filled with heartache and trial. Then, I just remind myself I will be really annoyed with myself if I didn't completely enjoy them while they were here. No sense in feeling guilty for happiness, or anxious for the inevitable harder times. Enjoy the bounty while preparing for a famine. Even if all were to change this moment, I could never or at least I hope I would never feel ungrateful or bitter no matter what the circumstance because these past 15 years have been filled with a lifetime of happiness I never knew possible.

That's probably to personal for a blog. I just don't have time for FB, a blog and my personal journal. I think this blog is about to go. I filled my last journal that spanned about ten years. It's time to begin another.

Square Foot Gardening

I am so grateful and love that my dad was able to take on this project with the kids. He loves gardening. and building things, and Noah and Hannah were thrilled to take part. I really like the idea of gardening, I envy those that seem to take on the task effortlessly. I'm hoping but not really expecting anything to grow from are little box. Our jalepeno plants are in shock right now and everything else we started from seed. When tomatoes are in season we will plant them. They maybe the most expensive tomatoes ever...but that's okay because I'm most excited about the memories that were created and the love that was shared. If we get to harvest in the Fall that will be a great bonus. Green beans, green onions, tomatoes, jalepenos and cilantro in the winter. It would be thrilling to have a garden that produced...